I found this beautiful colorful heart in the park. My daughter 6yrs. Wanted to go to the pool today 7/14/2023 because my sister that we live with was going and of course she couldn’t take her because she as her son she needs to take care off. I have a 2 month old baby and I had surgery so I haven’t been able to go to find a job yet . Just to make the story short I don’t have money to be spending and I was feeling really frustrated because there was only 30 min, Left for the pool to close. And there was four people to be paid for and it wasn’t worth it so my sister called out of the distance and she wave at me to stay out and just let my daughter in, that she was going to take care of her I feel happy for my daughter but at the same time I felt like I was failing like a mother because I couldn’t even go in with my own daughter and everything was because of the money. Before I didn’t care to have paid that money it was $5 for each adult and $3 for the kids and just feel sorry for myself because I would and could have paid that before, but now I can’t. I can’t give me the luxury of wasting money like that which was $18, that’s like taking hair out of a cat feel so frustrated I feel like I’m failing like a mom because I can’t even do simple things but I know that whenever I do find a job everything is going to be at least a little better. When I found the heart ❤️ I felt so relieved like someone was telling that it was going to be ok. After 20 minutes my daughter was out of the pool and she run to the playground I was so happy seeing her happy but at least she had the opportunity to be there for a little while. I know everything is going to be alright 🙏💓Hope❤️Faith.
