My baby died last weekend. I feel like my world has crashed around me. She was my everything, my whole entire world. I am all alone now without her. The day after her funeral, I was headed to my special spot to spread her ashes when I found this heart laying across the top of a bush in a parking lot. I couldn’t believe it, and I still can’t. The thing is, I was going to take my own life after the ashes. I can’t go on without my baby. But….but this quilt heart is made out of the same material baby was wearing the night she died. 😰😨 The. Exact. Same. Pink. With. White. Flowers. I’m even wearing a ribbon in my hair made out of her little dress. I can’t believe it. What does it all mean!!?? I think somehow she’s telling me I need to carry on. If I hadn’t found this heart a couple days ago, I would be dead right along with her. I am still so sad. Maybe she is my guardian angel now. Maybe she somehow lives on. I can’t stop crying. I’m shaking. And wondering if she wants me to live…or to come be with her forever. 💔
**She wants you to LIVE! Please call the Crisis Lifeline by dialing 988 from any phone at any time and reach out to your local grief counseling group.
